September 11

I don’t think that I can do an adequate job of expressing in words everything that I feel when I think about September 11, 2001. I was in college and it all seemed so surreal. The fear of the unknown. The sadness and disbelief regarding the death and destruction. The American spirit that was reborn and pulled us together on September 12th even during our grief. It’s been ten years and yet I still feel raw when I think about this day. Because I don’t know what else to say, I’m going to try to express myself in pictures. Please pray for all of those who lost their lives and the loved ones whom they left behind. Please pray for the police, firemen, EMT’s and other rescue personnel who put their lives at risk every day in order to keep us safe and out of harm’s way. And please pray for our military men and women, and their families, who do the hard work and make the sacrifices for us so that we can continue to enjoy our freedom.

And finally, I would like to highlight a company who I think deserves some recognition. This is a commercial Budweiser did for 9-11. They only aired it once so that they wouldn’t benefit from it financially. They just wanted to acknowledge that horrible day and to pay tribute to America and its heroes.

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Cleveland Air Show 9-3-11

This weekend I accompanied Jay to Cleveland, OH in order to attend the 2011ย Cleveland Air Show. I had never been to an air show before so I was excited to see what it was all about. Also, I was excited to see Jay in his element. I know how much he loves air planes and jets, so I knew that it would be a good day for him. Prior to attending the show I expected that there would be the jet demonstrations, and Jay had told me about a few of the other demonstrations, but I didn’t think that it would be anything that I would have an overwhelming interest in watching all day. I was wrong! Very happily I was wrong. lol

There was a period of time where we weren’t sure if we would even attend. The weather forecast was not good, but I told Jay that we should attempt to go on Saturday because I felt that would be the best day of the weekend. The day dawned bright and muggy. I took sunscreen and we packed the cooler with water. I’m so glad that we went on Saturday because it was a great show! The airport is right on Lake Erie so we had a nice breeze that helped with the heat. We did get a little toasted, but overall not too bad.

We got there right at 9 and had some time to kill before the demonstrations started at 10, so we walked around to the static exhibits. Jay used to be in the Navy so he’s kind of biased towards their planes. Well, we’re walking around and he suddenly makes a b-line for this:

This is a P3 plane. Jay was in the Navy for four or five years (however long your initial commitment is for) and the last year that he was in the military this was the model of plane that he flew. I can’t recall what he said his title was… flight engineer or something like that. Either way, he was like a kid in a candy store. We climbed the ladder and he was showing me around. He talked to one of the guys in there, who just happened to be in the squadron that Jay had been in. They didn’t know each other, though, because this guy was getting in just as Jay was getting out.

This is the only picture that I could get Jay to actually look at me so that I could take it instead of looking at the instrument panel:

He was sitting in ‘his’ seat and talking with the guy from his squadron about the differences in start up procedures since Jay got out. I could see in his eyes, though, how much he loved being back in that seat. It almost made me sad that he had left the Navy. However, if he hadn’t then I never would have met him so I wasn’t sad for too long. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ย His new friend took a picture for us:

Here’s one more shot of the P3:

We looked around at the other displays and I was VERY disappointed to find that the humvees and other vehicles that the Army had on display did NOT have my company’s LED headlamps on them! I was hoping to see them in person and perhaps talk to somebody about the difference that they can see when using them. *sigh* Oh well. Some other time, I guess.

At 10 a.m. the show started and so we were in our seats until the end just so that we didn’t miss anything. It started with the U.S. Army’sย Golden Knightsย who parachuted in with both the Canadian and U.S. flags while each respective national anthem was sang. Now, I have NEVER had the desire to jump out of a plane and hurtle towards earth, depending upon a sheet of material to save my life. However, I was impressed with these guys. They did a very good job and I give them kudos for what they do.

Part of the show was this school bus that a guy had put a jet engine into the back of it:

What he would do is create a huge cloud of smoke, and then drive in circles in it with the jet engine shooting out fire. All you would see is this big cloud glowing orange. Here’s a neat picture that I managed to snap:

Look at that flame!! He did this three times and then drove to the end of the landing strip and turned around. He then went full speed (and for the life of me I can’t recall how fast they claimed he could go), but then halfway down the strip he had to blow out the parachutes to make sure that he would slow down by the time he got to the end of the runway. It was definitely entertaining. lol

They then had a bunch of different jet and plane demonstrations. There was just enough moisture in the air that Jay was happily impressed to see vapors coming off of the jet. Apparently you have to get going to a certain speed and the moisture has to be just right for this to happen. If he was impressed, then I knew that it was a good thing. lol.

I remember the first time that I was punched by the sound of the jet engine, though. I think that it was during the F/A-18 Super Hornet demo. Jay told me that there would be a ‘boom’ coming, and boy was he right! Remember when you would go to dances in high school and they put the DJ in the small gym so that as the bass was thumping you could feel it through your body? That’s what this reminded me of. It hit you and you can feel it thumping your whole body. It was neat! The other thing that really amazed me was that I had always known how fast these jets will go, but until you experience it in person I don’t think that you can really appreciate it. I know that light travels faster than sound (I learned that in science class!), but it really is obvious when you’re at an air show. The jet comes flying by and they will be into the climb before the sound really hits you. This fact never got old for me. The entire show it impressed me every single time. lol

They do this thing now at the air shows called the Heritage Flight. They fly three different planes from three different eras to kind of show you how flight progressed in the Air Force. I did a lousy job taking the picture, but you can kind of see how it looked:

The smaller one out front is the oldest (WW2, I believe they said… and don’t quote me because I’m still new to this aircraft stuff), and it’s a P-51 Mustang. The top one is the newest one and it’s the A-10 Warthog. The bottom one is the F-4 Phantom. They played patriotic music during the flight so of course I had goosebumps and tears in my eyes.

The last show of the day wasย The Thunderbirds. Jay told me that at least once during the show I would jump or be startled. He didn’t explain why, so I was excited to find out. It was a very good show and I enjoyed it very much. There was a point where they dedicated the move that they were performing to the current military members serving overseas and their families. There were four jets that went up, then one split off and they ended up making a heart in the sky. I can’t recall which song was playing at the time… maybe Toby Keith’s ‘American Soldier’. I got goosebumps and really had to hold back the tears. It was that moving for me.

Maybe it was the music. Maybe it was the military. I don’t know, but being a fairly patriotic person as it is and a HUGE lover of my country, I couldn’t help but feel proud. After all, it was the United States who made flight possible. The Wright brothers were American and made the dream of flight possible. Watching the various planes and jets as they flew in front of me showed me that this is what the American Dream is all about. It’s about making the impossible possible and showing that you can do whatever you put your mind to. I was a VERY proud American. Heck, I still am a VERY proud American. Yes, our country has made a lot of mistakes, but there isn’t another place like this in the world.

I had a great time at the air show and I look forward to going to another one.

A big thank you to all of those who have served, or are currently serving, our country. May God bless you and your families for the sacrifices made to help keep me free.

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Angel Square Finished!

Well, I did it! I finally finished my Angel Square! Woo-hoo! Here she is:

I wish that you could see her in person. She is quite stunning. I also took this picture at work under the florescent lights instead of natural lighting. I’m going to blame part of the underwhelming results of this picture on that. Since I spent so much time on the blending filament portion of the wings, though, and it really does add a lot, I wanted to show you a better picture of what it does.

In this picture you can see the sparkle on the wing. That is what the blending filament does. This particular color was just a clear opalescent so that you can use it with any color of floss and get that sparkle. It really is gorgeous in person. Even my boyfriend was impressed. ๐Ÿ™‚ I have now started on my second quilt square which will be a tabby cat playing with a ball of yarn. Stay tuned for progress pics.

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September??!!

Already?? Are you serious??

Yes, I feel the same way. Where did the summer go? Is it just me or does it feel like the snow has just barely melted?

Well, fear not my faithful reader. September is going to be SUPER busy for me! I have the following events coming up this month: Air show in Cleveland, Gluten Freedom Day in Buffalo, Celiac Awareness Walk in Erie, a Civil War lecture on Gettysburg National Military Park in Erie, a dentist appointment in Jamestown, and I know that there are more things happening… I will be sure to fill you in on as many as I possibly can.

Oh! And I finished my angel square tonight that I was stitching! I will post a picture of that once it has been taken. lol

To help make the beginning of September a little easier to take I have included a picture of Joey. Why? Because everything is easier to handle if you have Joey to gaze upon. Isn’t he precious??!

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Back to School

Schools all over the country are opening their doors as parents jump for joy! The school year has begun!

Now, I don’t know what it was like when you were younger, but my family couldn’t afford to buy me and my sister brand new clothes every year. If we needed new gym shoes or jeans we would get them, but otherwise we didn’t do any kind of special school shopping. Today’s kids think that it’s inhumane treatment if they don’t get a complete set of brand new clothing in the latest styles and trends. They are entitled to it!

At work we have ‘Toilet Talk’ in our bathroom stalls. These are papers that have various facts and information listed on them. This month there is a section about Pilates, another one about packing your lunch, and the last one is about getting your children ready to head back to school. Every time I read it there is one sentence that jumps out at me. It makes me shake my head and wonder just what goes on nowadays. The tip that parents are given is, “Use any leftover supplies from last year before buying new ones this year.” WHAT?? A parent has to be told to do this?? Isn’t that common sense? Every year my sister and I would have to save any folders that were still in good shape (no rips or tears), every pencil that was still long enough with an eraser, and any notebook that still had enough sheets of paper to be useful. It would never have occurred to me to NOT reuse these supplies first! Was it just my family that did this? It just blew my mind.

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Looking At the Stars

Often when I go outside at night I see a sight similar to the picture that you see above. Up until about a month and a half ago I would just gaze up at the night sky and marvel at how beautiful it is. Space seems so vast and makes you feel so tiny and insignificant when you sit and contemplate it for a while. I would also look at all of that beauty and wonder how anybody could question the existence of God after really looking at a sky full of stars.

A month and a half ago I met my boyfriend, Jay. You will remember him from previous posts regarding remote control airplanes. He’s the really hot guy in sun glasses with a jet or plane of some sort. Besides being brilliant when it comes to remote control airplanes (just ask any of the guys in his flying club… they all look to him as the expert in both mechanics and flying), he is also very interested in astronomy. The only thing that I knew about astronomy was that my best friend’s brother was so interested in it that I believe he has a degree in it. Oh, and when I was really young they used to bring a traveling planetarium to my school. Back then it seemed HUGE, but now that I look back on it they used to put it in the ninth grade science room, so it really wasn’t that large. In fact, I think that it looked something like this:

It has been many years since I’ve looked through a telescope. I can usually pick out the Big Dipper when looking at the sky, and the moon of course, but beyond that I’m usually helpless. They are stars and they are pretty. That’s all I know. Friday night, though, Jay decided that he wanted to get his telescope out so that he could see Jupiter up close. He dragged it outside, got it lined up, and focused it in. Then he showed me how to move the telescope to keep Jupiter in the site. I never realized how quickly the stars move. When you stand out in the yard looking at them with your naked eyeball they don’t seem to move at all. Jupiter actually moves quite fast!

It was so interesting to see it through the scope! I just sat there in amazement. I thought to myself, “I really have no idea what I’m looking at, but it’s fascinating!” To think that this planet was SO FAR away, but I could pull it in close to me just by looking through a few lenses. This is very close to what I saw:

The only difference between this and what I actually saw was that I also saw Jupiter’s four moons, too. Isn’t that pretty?

While Jay is puttering around on his planes, and I’m sitting there stitching, we listen to podcasts that he has downloaded. This weekend we listened to a woman who teaches at Ohio State University. I’m not sure what the name of the class is, but it has something to do with space and astronomy. She was talking about all kinds of things that I didn’t understand, but I listened on the off chance that I would actually learn something. Now, keep in mind that I didn’t really care for science when I was in school. In high school I managed to get an 85 on all four of my science finals (Earth Science, Biology, Chemistry and Physics). Needless to say, this woman’s discussion of light years, Newton’s theory of this and Einstein’s theory of that completely flew over my head. Then she was discussing mathematical theories, and I was really lost. *sigh* I learned a lot, but I’m not sure that I could repeat it. lol

Later in the afternoon I was reading one of Jay’s astronomy books (I think that I need ‘Astronomy for Dummies’… lol) and there was this statement that jumped out at me. It said that when Newton ‘discovered’ gravity (can anybody really discover something that exists all around, but hasn’t been named??) that he figured that the same force that caused the apple to fall from the tree and hit the ground must also be the same force that causes the moon to orbit around Earth. Umm… what??!! How in the world does your mind jump from an apple falling to the ground, to the moon revolving around earth? First of all, if I had been sitting under that apple tree my first instinct wouldn’t have been to ‘discover’ gravity when the apple fell near me. I would have been thinking about whether I wanted to make apple pie or apple crisp. Even if I had taken a second to think about how the apple fell DOWN, I would have NEVER brought the moon into the picture. I figure this is why I didn’t do very well in science. I was much better with algebraic equations. I understand numbers. Numbers are solid. Theories are not, and that’s what I have a hard time wrapping my head around sometimes. This is also why I never enjoyed Philosophy.

Anyway, I had a GREAT weekend and can’t wait to learn more things about astronomy that I won’t be able to wrap my head around. lol. The good thing about that is I should never get bored because it will be brand new every time I hear it, even if it’s for the third time. lol ๐Ÿ™‚

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Darn Technology!!

I just spent thirty minutes writing a great blog post about seeing Jupiter for the first time this weekend. I was previewing it and was about ready to hit the ‘Publish’ button when my touch pad on my computer when wonky and my entire browser closed. EEEEEK! I am too tired to rewrite it, so you will just have to wait until I have time to redo it. *sigh*

In the meantime, please enjoy the following picture of me and Jay:

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Fear and Confidence

The past couple of posts over on (in)courage have dealt with fear, bravery and confidence. I think that I’m supposed to be picking up a message from it, but I have to admit that I’m not sure just which one. It’s all a little fuzzy to me. I will attempt to explain a little further.

My aunt called tonight and said that the paperwork should be ready soon for me to start the process of getting a mortgage to buy my grandma’s house. It’s a cute little ranch house that is close to where I work. I should be excited, right? I should be chomping at the bit! But I’m not. When I think about it there’s something churning in my gut that I’m not sure if it’s dread or if it’s anxiety. I can’t define it and that bothers me because I rely a lot on my gut and what it tells me.

I never wanted to buy property in town. Taxes are high, it’s city living, and I’ve never really been sure about buying property in NY State considering the state of the economy and the fact that all of our money here is funneled out to NYC to pay for the welfare rats there. Thus the reason for the high taxes and ridiculous regulations. However, when my grandma passed away I was in a state of transition where I felt that maybe getting out and having my own place would be a good thing for me. And it would have been if it hadn’t taken so freakin’ long to do anything. Grandma passed away in February and we’re still waiting for the paperwork to be done so that we can settle the estate. It’s ridiculous.

Things have changed for me in the last few months where I’m not sure if I will be in NY State for very long. I could be completely wrong and may never ever leave the state. I just don’t know. However, in the last few months the entire process has really soured things for me. I am literally at the point where I don’t care one way or another. If I get the house, then fine. If I don’t, that’s okay too.

What are my fears? On the bad side of things I’m worried about the extra expenses. What if I have the house for a little while and the taxes sky rocket? (which is really sad considering the city schools SUCK). What if things work out where I have to decide if I want to move out of state or not? What if I’m truly only doing this because I feel like if I don’t that my parents will be disappointed. I’m getting the house for a great deal and that’s why it’s hard for me to decide to walk away. Do I want my own space? Oh yes! Very much so! But at what cost? I wish that I could explain myself a little better, but I’m trying not to jinx things.

A lot of my fears are based on the unknown. Will I be able to afford it by myself? If the economy continues to go in the toilet will it have been a huge mistake to buy it? If I had somebody else with another income moving in, too, then that would be different. However, I’m not going to search for a roommate because I refuse to live with a stranger.

Anyways… I have to figure out just what exactly my gut is telling me and what I’m supposed to do with it. *sigh*

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WIPs 8-21-11

It’s been a while since I’ve posted pictures of my WIP. Mainly because I’ve been working on adding the blending filament to the angel’s wing. What a pain that stuff is to work with! The blending filament part is finished, though, so now I just have to do the detail back stitching.

7-30-11:

8-21-11:

You can kind of see the sparkly blending filament on the left wing. I can’t wait until this one is done. ๐Ÿ™‚

I thought that I would post pictures of my mom’s latest quilt, too. It’s a Queen and she’s not sure what she’s going to do with it. It’s called a Scrappy Irish Chain:

Here’s the detail of the quilted area in the cream centers:

My mom did the fancy quilting part in the middle on her quilting frame with her machine. The straight lines going through the blocks, though, were done with her regular machine on the dining room table. My dad made a special leaf for the table so that my mom could put her sewing machine in it and use the table to hold the quilt:

As you can see, Bissell is supervising. You can never have enough eyes looking at your work! ๐Ÿ˜‰

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Weird Animals

I guess that I shouldn’t have posted this with the title of ‘Weird Animals’, but that’s what came to mind. The first picture that I want to share with you was taken this morning. I was driving home from Erie and I couldn’t believe it when I first saw this:

It’s kind of hard to see, but I was trying to take the picture while driving. That is a donkey in the back of the pickup. lol. I know that I live out in a rural, red neckish type of area, but I haven’t seen anything like this for a while. I followed this most of my way home after I got off of the interstate.

Then tonight I was talking with my mom while she was putting her latest quilt on the quilt frame. The cats wanted to help, and especially Bob:

Bob was surveying the work to make sure that it was up to his high standards. He had to make sure that it was comfortable for sleeping on, too.

It passed the Bob Standards. lol

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