Weekend Flying

This weekend we spent a LOT of time out at the flying field. There was a Fun Fly on Saturday, and then Sunday and Monday evenings were spent up there. I don’t mind it because this was Jay’s last weekend on shut down so he won’t have the opportunity to do this for the rest of the flying season. He works hard enough during the week that I want to make his vacation time as fun as possible.

Most people probably think that I’m just going with Jay to appease him, or suck up to him. You would be wrong. I really enjoy the company of the other guys and watching the different skill levels as they fly. Last night I was laying on the trailer, looking up at the sky, I thought that I was getting such a lovely view of the sky and the artistic and beautiful planes soaring through the sky. It was so relaxing and peaceful. It doesn’t get much better than that.

I did a lot of watching last night because I had my first crash. 😦  My poor LT did its very best, but my horrid landings were a bit too rough on the gear and the axle ended up ripping off of the bottom. It’s only balsa wood so it’s not like it was a HUGE force, but it was still upsetting to me. Jay spent his shut down last year building this plane for the air show that his club puts on, so I felt really bad that I had broken his plane. I have such a great boyfriend, though. Instead of being upset that he has to fix the plane he came over, gave me a kiss, and congratulated me on my first crash. Can you believe that?! I was told that I have the first one out of the way so I won’t be so nervous about it happening now. I don’t know about that…

There was a much more spectacular crash later that evening, though. I think that this is the right Alpha in this picture. Doug was flying out over the trees. Jay and I were sitting on the trailer chatting about something as we watched Doug fly. As we were watching we saw the wings rock, the plane was having some problems, and then it dipped below the tree line that surrounds the field. I could still hear the engine so I expected to see it come flying out into the clearing. The next thing we know we hear this huge CRACK!! It sounded like a shot gun going off! Doug looks at us with this horrified (or as horrified as his face can look… he’s not big on reactions) look on his face and asked, “Did I just hit a house??” Jay told him no, that he’d just hit a tree. I couldn’t hold back the laugh when relief washed over his face and he said, “Oh good!” That sentiment didn’t stick around for very long, however. It quickly turned to despair and pessimism as we trooped through the woods trying to find his plane. They eventually spotted it… at the top of a 40 foot tree! Normally Jay can climb the tree and get the plane out, but this tree didn’t have any way for him to get started up it. We marked the path and the tree, then headed back to the flying field. Poor Doug!

The guys like to fly until they can’t hardly see their planes in the sky. This was towards dusk when I took the picture of Jay’s Viperjet in the air. I didn’t ask him to do a slow pass, so you’ll just have to deal with the fuzzy jet. lol

 

 

Dusk flying really gives you a great opportunity for some neat pictures. The moon has been out fairly early this past week, so I was able to get a shot of an Alpha as it flew over near the moon. Isn’t that cool?

 

 

 

This is the latest F-16 that Jay has put together. He is powering it with an experimental set-up to see if he can get as much speed out of it using some different things as compared to what he usually uses. I don’t know all of the technical jargon for what he was trying to figure out with this set up. All I can tell you is that is screams past the jet with the stock power set-up.

 

When we had a beautiful moon out I asked Jay to attempt to fly slowly by so that I could take a picture. This was the best shot that I could get. It still looks pretty neat, so that’s okay. I think that if I could change one thing about the camera that I am using, I would want a longer zoom. There are some times that I would like a closer shot. Oh well. It’s still pretty neat.

 

The good news is that we managed to sell all of the combat foamies that Jay had purchased and assembled. We’re hoping that the guys get a chance to try flying them BEFORE the air show. We want to have combat with streamers in the morning, and then full-contact combat in the afternoon. I plan on taking a lot of pictures. Hopefully some of them will turn out nicely. 🙂

 

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Unobtainable Perfection

 

I am one of those people whose own expectations for myself far surpass the expectations that others have for me. I have always been like this. In school if I received an A- I was upset because I should have done better. I knew that I was capabale of doing better. Well, maybe not in science or art, but the rest of it should have been a shoe-in for me.

As I cross stitch I try to make sure that every stitch is perfect. If I am one stitch off I will more than likely rip out all of the stitching that I’ve done just so that I can get it perfect. Even if modifying the rest of the pattern a little bit will finish the piece without anybody knowing. When I do try to hide my imperfections in my pieces I obsess over them and look for others to point out my flaws.

Last night I was flying with Jay and I was not doing very well at all. I couldn’t keep the wings level and my approaches for landing were atrocious. I know that I can do better because I have done better in the past. To be fair, I am now controlling all aspects of the plane whereas before Jay controlled the throttle so that I could concentrate on the ailerons and elevator. So this was the first time that I was trying to do everything by myself without ditching the plane. Because it wasn’t going so well I was getting frustrated and finally had to tell him that I needed to stop. The more frustrated I got, the worse my flying became. I know myself well enough to say that I need to stop before I really get upset and something gets broken. lol. Yes, I can have a temper, but it’s usually reflected at myself.

It is all completely illogical, and I know it. That’s the part that irritates me the most. I shouldn’t try to be so perfect because I know it’s not attainable. The nature of being human is that we are flawed creatures. I know that I can’t expect perfection from myself after only getting a few hours in on the trainer plane. Yet, I do anyway. Why? Because I have set this HIGH bar of expectations that says that I should be at this skill level by now. It’s not based on any logical calculations or experience. Just on what I have determined I should be capable of doing.

I am my own worst enemy. There are other areas of my life where I worry about being perfect. I want to be the perfect daughter. I want to be the perfect girlfriend. I want to be the perfect employee. I even want to be the perfect housekeeper. I know that everybody in my life loves me for who I am and my imperfections, but that doesn’t keep me from continuing to strive for the unattainable. I need to somehow learn how to stop that critic in my head. When somebody tells me how wonderful my cross stitched piece looks I need to stop listening to the voice in my head saying, “No, it doesn’t. How do they not see that this stitch doesn’t look right??” Or when Jay tells me how good I’m doing with the planes I need to ignore the voice that says, “Good? Yeah right! If I was doing good then I could have at least kept the wings level!”

How do I stop that voice? How do I shut it down? How do I silence it? When I can manage to do that then I’ll have finally reached a point of perfection in my head. Maybe….

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Weekend Flying

Saturday was the first day of shut down for Jay so he had to celebrate by going out flying that evening. I was surprised to see so many guys at the field. Recently there have only been three or four at the most, but Saturday at one point there were about eight or nine of us. Or maybe it just seemed like it because we had quite the nice flight line going.

 

Jay had finished working on one of the foam F-16’s that he built, so he had to maiden it. He used the same kind of fan that he put into the Hobbyking MiG, and it gave this jet a really neat whoosh sound. It’s a different sound than the MiG, but it’s still neat. Jay tossed that one around for a little bit, making notes of little things he wants to tweak on it.

 

One of the guys, Mark, had purchased a stock set-up model of this jet from Jay, but after seeing this recent version he’s decided that he needs an upgrade. As he put it, “I think that my jet is really fast until Jay gets out here and starts flying!” That’s my Sweetie! 🙂

 

 

 

 

Another guy at the field that night had his foam F-16 that he had purchased from Jay, but that night he dorked it in. Luckily it just needs some epoxy to fix a couple of cracks and a new nose cone. He really lucked out on that one! That’s him in the picture out picking up his jet.

 

 

Sam brought his newly built Rascal out to the field to maiden it, too. I can’t recall what the wing span is on this one… it’s something like 109″ or 110″, I believe. I took this picture because I think that my LT-25 (the yellow plane in the picture) is big, but it looks small as compared to the Rascal.

 

 

Jay is trying to drum up interest in the combat foamies, so he took my watermelon up to the field to fly. I hadn’t seen it fly yet, so this was exciting for me. And yes, the guys do like my melon. 😉

 

 

Woo-hoo! Flying melon!!

 

 

 

 

It’s just too bad that once I am able to fly this plane that my goal will be to crash it into another combat foamie. lol

 

 

 

 

I was able to get more time in on the sticks. I was still only controlling the elevator and ailerons, but I had a couple of pretty good landings. Tuesday when I was buddy-boxing with Jay he gave me the throttle and my flight was not nearly as smooth. And my landing was VERY rough. Oh well. As I practice I will get better.

 

Since we were up there so late I managed to get some really pretty pictures of the clouds. I just wanted to share them with you.

 

 

 

 

Have a good day!

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Back Deck and Outside Updates

This past weekend was a busy one! I had to take Monday and Tuesday off of work so that I could spend it with Jay. He’s on shut down right now so he has two weeks off of work. I wanted to take advantage of that, but due to a moron at work who had already requested that time off, I was only able to take three days total off. Anyway, I’m just now finding time to do some posting to my blog. Chester was trying to teach me that you need to take time to stop and smell the flowers. This is the glad that popped up in my side garden and she wanted to get a good sniff of it. Wasn’t it pretty? This afternoon I noticed that I have another one blooming. 🙂

Since it was supposed to be nice, I had asked Jay if he could help me with a couple of projects around my house. The big one was power washing the deck. My dad built this deck for my grandma around seven years ago. In that time it had a lot of vegetation growing on it that I chopped off, and it didn’t get much sun. Needless to say, it looked like it was in a lot worse shape than my parents’ deck, which is about three years older.

It was looking old and weathered, plus it is starting to crack and just look icky. I know that the birds and the feeders on it doesn’t help, but that’s why I figured that it was time to clean and re-seal it.

 

 

 

I bought some deck wash, but we didn’t use it when power washing. We simply used water and I was amazed at what we managed to get off of the boards. It practically looks brand new! Tonight I was going to use the deck wash and get what little we might have missed, but after mowing my lawn my sinuses were not about to let me do much of anything else.

 

After power washing you’re supposed to let the deck dry for three days before applying the sealer. We are supposed to be getting some violent thunder storms over the next several days, so I figure that I’ll wait until it looks like we have another long stretch of sun then I’ll wash it once more and seal it. I’m just so pleased with how it looks right now. The cats aren’t happy because the feeders aren’t up. I had to move them until I’m completely done with the deck. I promised the cats that the birds will survive and will return once I put the feeders back in their usual spots.

The other project that I needed Jay’s help with was installing my new faucet. My old one dripped constantly and it was driving me crazy. I’ve had the new one for four months, but my dad didn’t have time to get over and fix it for me. I would have attempted to do it myself, but I didn’t have the right tools. Instead, I batted my eyes and asked Jay sweetly if he could do it for me. Without hesitation he agreed. Have I mentioned how lucky I am? lol

Several years ago my aunt had planted three or four Rose of Sharon bushes in one spot at my grandma’s house. They were different colors, but she didn’t tell my grandma. These bushes were shoots from my aunt’s house in Ohio. I didn’t expect it to bloom because it sits in the shady spot of my yard that doesn’t see any sun at all. Needless to say, I was surprised when I saw that I had quite a few blooms on it.

This is one of the white blooms. Isn’t it pretty?

 

 

 

 

And this is one of the purple blooms. On here it looks very similar to the white one, but I promise that it’s a light purple. It was hiding and didn’t want to come out, so I had to do a little coaxing. It makes me happy to find little spots of beauty in my yard.

 

 

That’s all for now. I’ll post pictures after I do some sealing on the deck. *sigh*

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Women During the War

There have been a lot of pieces written about women during the Civil War. You’ll read about women like Clara Barton, the Angel of the Battlefield; Rose Greenhow, a famous female Confederate Spy; and even Harriet Beecher Stowe, the author of “Uncle Tom’s Cabin.” There are the accounts of the women who dressed as boys in order to fight in the War; one book which comes to mind is “They Fought Like Demons.” Yet, how often do you hear about the common every day woman during that time? I don’t know about you, but I come from a long line of farmers. I know that none of my ancestors would have been associating with the O’Haras or the Wilkes. As part of a long line of rural dwellers I often have imagined that it must have been similar to what you saw on Little House on the Prairie. If you are interested in the lives of American women throughout our history, then you definitely need to check out the book “America’s Women; 400 Years of Dolls, Drudges, Helpmates, and Heroines” by Gail Collins. She paints a very detailed picture of life for American women from the first settling all the way up to the 1960’s. Today, however, we’re just going to concentrate on the Civil War.

Perhaps I should have warned you that this is not a PG rated post. After all, I’m posting pictures of women in their underwear!! Yikes!

When you picture women during the war you can’t help but picture them gracefully sitting in their hoop skirts, perhaps working on their sewing or maybe reading a book. Women during this time were not known for their be-bopping around, or generally just moving around a lot at all. Why? Because of the amount of fabric they had imprisoned themselves in. If you’ve ever tried on period clothing you will know what I’m talking about. Let me step you through the process of getting dressed during the Civil War:

1) Pull on your pantalets/bloomers, tying the ribbons around the waist to keep them in place. Historically correct pantalets will have an open crotch because once you were completely dressed there was no way that you would be able to undo anything to drop them for potty breaks. This sounds icky, but that’s how it was back then. Younger women would wear their bloomers down to their knees, while older women wore them down to their ankles.

2) The second article of clothing was the chemise. This was just a thin cotton gown that was meant to keep the corset clean of bodily oils and sweat. It also helped to keep the corset from pinching or hurting the woman who was wearing it. The chemise also doubled as a night gown.

 

3) The corset. Perhaps one of the most familiar pieces of the 1860’s woman’s  wardrobe. Some will argue that the corset was not actually worn to cinch in the waist, it was merely worn to smooth out the woman’s line from the waist to the bust. If that was the case then nobody bothered to tell the majority of the women during the 1800’s. EVERY woman wore corsets… old women, young girls, teenagers, even pregnant women! A tiny waist was thought to define a woman to be among the leisure class, “wives and daughters so well taken care of that they were never required to take a deep breath” per Gail Collin’s book. Even factory girls and servants began to wear corsets because they were easily made thanks to the advances in the manufacturing process.

Women were constantly told how bad wearing a corset was for their health. It caused shortness of breath and miscarriages (true), and even curvature of the spine and cancer (false). However, just like today’s women look at the fashion magazines in order to determine what was in style and what wasn’t, many women were looking at Godey’s magazine and seeing illustrations of voluminous skirts, constricting sleeves, tiny waists, and heavy fabrics. Nobody wanted to be unfashionable, so despite the actual risks of wearing the corset too tight, the scene from Gone With the Wind where Mammy is cinching Scarlett into her corset was actually happening in real life.

On a personal note, if you’ve ever worn a corset as it was meant to be worn (not horribly constricting or too tight) then you’ll know that it can be quite a comfortable piece of clothing. For those of us who are ample on top it’s nice to not have straps cutting and pulling into your shoulder. It also helps your posture tremendously. Oh, and one other thing… if you’ve ever seen the movie Gangs of New York there is a scene where Leo DiCaprio takes off Cameron Diaz’s corset. Poor Jay had to sit there as I lamented the fact that Leo was removing the corset incorrectly and completely messing up the lacing. Corsets have a busk in the front that make it easier for a woman to put it on by herself. The lacing in the back is done in such a way that you can tighten it by yourself. So to remove the lacing in the back is to make even more work for Cameron later on. *sigh*

4) The corset cover. This particular article of clothing is meant to act as another layer of protection to keep the corset from being dirtied by the dyes in the dress fabric. Corsets were very hard to launder so they did all that they could to keep the laundering to a minimum. Already a woman in 1860 is wearing more clothing than most teenaged girls wear to school, and yet she would be mortified if she would have been seen in this state of dress.

5) Now we start layering on the bottom. The Under Petticoat is the next article of clothing to be donned. This layer is meant for utility and modesty. It was worn under the hoop skirt to keep the hoop from getting soiled and also to keep the woman’s modesty should the wind (or something else) tip the hoop and give a peek of what’s underneath (remember the breezy pantalets….). In the winter this would also help with warmth.

6) The hoop skirt! This is what gives the skirt that bell shape. It’s what instantly pops into your head when you picture the Civil War era dress. This was often made of steel hoops covered in cotton. The diameter of the skirt would enlarge as the Civil War was waged. The standard hoop skirt had a 120″ diameter. It takes some practice to be able to sit modestly in a hoop skirt. You have to be able to position your buns so that it doesn’t cause the skirt to fly up and show the world your goods.

7) The over petticoats. I’m counting all of these as one, but a woman might have as few as 2 petticoats on over her hoops or she could have five or six. It all depended on what dress you were wearing and what effect you were trying to achieve. The petticoats were meant to keep the hoops from showing through the dress’s fabric and to smooth out the entire look. They often had flounces to help poof the skirt up even more.

8) Finally comes the skirt and bodice/blouse. In this picture I’m wearing a two piece outfit. First comes the skirt, which closes on the side with an eye and hook closure. Then comes the bodice with eye and hook closures all up the front. The collar and undersleeves are sewn onto the bodice and can easily be removed for cleaning or repairing. This dress typically would have been worn in the afternoon if you were going out to visit or accepting guests. If any of my family had owned a dress like this it would have been their good dress that they would wear to church or be married in. If I remember correctly, I have all of the layers as mentioned above, except for the corset cover. I still haven’t had a chance to make one of those. I believe that I’m only wearing two petticoats over my hoop, too.

After reading about all of those layers you can begin to understand why women didn’t move around a whole lot. It may not sound like it, but when you have all of those layers on it feels very heavy. Factory workers and servants had to wear fewer petticoats and smaller hoops because they needed to be able to get close to the machines, etc. They would have also worn tighter sleeves so that they wouldn’t get caught on gears or dragged through dirt. As long as the basic shape was there, the width at the shoulders and hips plus the cinched in waist to draw attention to it, then that was the important part. A tiny waist was the goal. That’s why the seams to attach the sleeves to the bodice are lower, and the sleeves themselves usually billow out at around the waist area. It was all meant to draw your eye down.

I have now prattled on for a long time about the clothes, so I will have to continue next week on Women’s issues. There are a few other things that our ancestors were doing that I feel you might enjoy learning. Hopefully you have at least learned something interesting from today’s post. Enjoy!

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Great New Music

I know that some of you aren’t impressed with Glenn Beck, and I understand. However, I ask that you please read the rest of this post because he is doing something really great. In a week Glenn will be holding a series of events that are meant to bring us, as countrymen, together in the spirit of love and to get back to the basics of who we as Americans are. As a nation we are the most giving and helping nation in the world. When there’s a horrible disaster somewhere the majority of the foreign aid comes from the United States. In recent years we have been pitted against each other in class warfare and we need to stop. This is the United States! The land of opportunity where EVERYBODY has a chance to be a success if they are willing to work hard. It seems that lately people think that the American dream is to sit on your butt and allow the government to give you hand-outs, that they have stolen from your fellow, hard-working Americans.

Anyway, Glenn has been trying to collect a soundtrack of sorts for this movement; something that will inspire us and remind us who we are as a people. No, even though I love Lee Greenwood’s “God Bless the USA” I’m not talking about him. You need to listen to the song “Hold Us Together” by Matt Maher. If you listen to christian rock music then you are probably already familiar with it. If not, please enjoy the song courtesy of YouTube:

 

I downloaded the list of music that Glenn had on his site and I absolutely love these songs. Tom Douglas has three songs on this list that I have fallen in love with; “Gettysburg”, “America’s Son”, and “Letters from Jail”. I wish that I could share those songs with you, but you’ll just have to go to either Amazon.com or iTunes to listen to samples. They are well worth it.

If you get a chance, check out Kalai as well. He’s a very talented man who has overcome a permanent injury to his left hand and is a master of the guitar. One of my favorite songs that he does is “All Rise.” Very inspiring and humbling all at the same time.

Call me silly, but I get goosebumps, and even tear up, when I listen to these songs. If you are looking for some really good music to add to your collection then definitely check these out at Glenn’s site. It will be worth your time. I promise.

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Chocolate Jets

When I was younger my mom used to mold her own chocolate for the holidays. At the time my sister and I didn’t know that she did this because it was cheaper than buying anything by Hershey’s, Nestle or the Mars Company. My family didn’t have a lot of money (farmers usually don’t), so this was the way that my mom helped to save a little during the holidays. It was just part of growing up for us. We knew that at Christmas we would have little chocolate Santas in our stockings, and at Easter there would be chocolate lambs, chicks, and flowers.

Now that we are older those molds don’t get used as often because time-wise it’s just easier to buy a bag of candy at the store. When you grow up eating one kind of chocolate you often find that other chocolates aren’t nearly as good. One year I was given a chocolate cat for Easter and was told that it was the best chocolate you could get in our area. I did not like it at all! It was waxy tasting and I felt bad that the person had spent their money on what I considered to be inferior chocolate. Now, don’t get me wrong, I’m FAR from being a chocolate snob. lol. It’s just that I prefer the little chocolate melting wafers that you can buy in the bulk section of the store.

I enjoy molding chocolate like this, so I’ve taken over ownership of my mom’s molds and I’ve added to the collection by buying some of my own. I was looking around at them when I came across these jet sucker molds. I couldn’t resist! I knew that Jay and his flying buddies would get a kick out of them. I finally received them in the mail last week and I’ve been itching to try them out.

 

 

There are some people who are afraid to try something like melting chocolate and molding it. I’m not sure why because it’s so easy, but I thought that I would show you how it’s done. Maybe once you see how easy it is to do you will be tempted to try it yourself. This is what we start with: chocolate wafers ($2.99 a pound), sucker sticks, and the mold (you can barely see it laying on top of the sucker sticks).

 

You want to start out by melting the chocolate wafers. There are two ways to do this; using a double boiler, or using the microwave. My mom always melted the chocolate using a glass bowl and the microwave. Depending on how deep your mold is you are only going to melt a little bit of chocolate at a time. You don’t want to melt too much because it will start to cool and set up before you can use it. Then you have to melt it again and it can be a pain. Also, when melting it you want to be sure that you don’t burn it. I usually put it in for 40-60 seconds, stir it to see if I need to put it in any longer, continuing to heat it for small amounts of time until all of the wafers are completely melted.

There are also different ways that you can actually put the melted chocolate into the molds. Wherever you purchased the chocolate wafers you probably saw some squeeze bottles. You can buy one of these, fill it, and then use that to squeeze it into all of the crevices of the mold. Or, again doing it the cheaper way, you use a spoon to drizzle it into the mold. It helps if you have a pointier spoon because then you can control it a little better. If you are molding suckers don’t forget to put them into the mold before the chocolate sets up. I only had the short sucker sticks, but the next time I make these I will use the longer ones. These were just a little shorter than what I would have liked.

 

If your mold has a lot of detail to it, make sure that you really tap the chocolate into those crevices. There’s not a lot of detail to my jet mold, so I didn’t have to worry too much about that. Make sure that the chocolate gets pushed out to all of the edges. I didn’t have to do it to this mold, but if you notice a lot of air bubbles in the chocolate you can get the majority of them out just by tapping on the mold. After all of them are filled with chocolate, lightly tap by each one until it appears that most of the air bubbles have popped.

This is how my suckers looked after I finished filling the mold with chocolate. I probably could have smoothed the backs out if I had wanted, but they aren’t for anything special so I just left them as is. To level them out you can try tapping the mold a little bit. The fact that the back isn’t perfect lets people know that they were homemade and so they might appreciate them a little more. I made the mistake of making cupcakes look too perfect so my coworkers didn’t eat them because they thought they were store bought. So imperfections can make your goods even more valuable than you realize.

 

Make sure that there’s a big enough space in your freezer for the mold to lay flat. You don’t want any of the chocolate oozing out of the mold and setting up that way. Again, you’ll have to use your judgement as to how long to keep them in the freezer. The deeper the mold, the longer you’ll need to keep them in there. You will know that they are ready to come out when you can put some pressure on the backs/tops and your finger doesn’t go through or indent it at all. Once they are set up you simply turn the mold over and gently twist it like an ice cube tray. The chocolate should pop out. Just make sure that you are gentle with them because they will come flying out of there quicker than you think. If one breaks when you are removing it from the mold you have two options: 1) Eat the mistakes 2) toss the broken pieces back into the glass bowl and melt them down again. A combination of #1 and 2 works as well. 😉

This was just a simple example of what you can do with chocolate if you’ve never done it before. There are different colors, different types of molds, and more complicated designs. For instance, I’ve seen a mold where you mold pieces of a box, then you assemble the set pieces so that you’ve actually made a box out of chocolate. Very neat! Clean up is a snap, too. After you’ve licked your fingers and the spoon, all it takes is some hot water and soap to clean it all up. It really is a very easy process with great results.

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Assault on Battery Wagner

July 18, 1863

Once again we head back to the summer of 1863. On July 18th of that year there was a little skirmish in South Carolina that in the scope of things was not as important as Vicksburg or Gettysburg, but it stands out in memory for a couple of reasons. The first reason, and one that many of you might be familiar with, is the fact that the assault on Fort Wagner is the last scene in the movie “Glory” starring Matthew Broderick, Denzel Washington, and Morgan Freeman.

One of the last shots, if I remember correctly, is when the Confederates are burying the dead bodies in a mass grave and you see Colonel Robert Gould Shaw being dumped into the trench with the black soldiers of his regiment, the 54th Massachusetts. I have only seen this movie a couple of times because it’s too cheesy and ‘Hollywood’ for me. Yes, the history did happen, but I’m just not crazy about this movie.

The second reason why you might be familiar with this battle is because it was highly publicized by the abolitionists in order to shed light upon the gallantry and bravery of the black soldiers. Up until 1863 blacks were not allowed to serve in the military, but after the Emancipation Proclamation was issued the tide of opinion seemed to be turning towards letting the free black man take up arms to aid in saving the Union.

Frederick Douglass, a former slave and an active abolitionist, remarked, “Let the black man get upon his person the brass letters ‘U.S.,’ let him get an eagle on his buttons and a musket on his shoulder and there is no power on earth which can deny that he has earned the right to citizenship in the United States.” After the governor of Massachusetts was given the okay to allow blacks into the ranks of the army, two of Douglass’ sons joined.

The 54th Massachusetts was the first all black regiment to be organized in the North. White officers were chosen for this regiment from among the wealthier families who were involved in the abolitionist movement. Colonel Shaw’s parents met this criteria, so he was chosen to lead this new regiment. After being equipped with the help of the wealthy abolitionists’ funds, and after a lot of training, the regiment was mustered into service and shipped off to the coast of South Carolina.

Shaw’s regiment was chosen to lead the charge against Fort Wagner on July 18th. Fort Wagner protected the entrance to Charleston and would have been a nice foothold for the Union to have if they could take control of it. Despite the valor of the soldiers and their determination, they were unable to take the fort. Shaw was shot through the heart when he reached the fort’s parapet, and was deposited in a mass grave along with the soldiers of his regiment. The Confederates thought that this would be the ultimate indignity for a white man to be buried next to a black man, but Shaw’s father determined that this was the best place for his son to be for eternity; next to the men whom he had fought beside.

The bravery of this regiment was spread throughout the North with the help of the abolitionists. This battle had actually occurred shortly after the New York City draft riots, which were started over the angry feelings that the poor Irish had when they were told that they could be drafted to fight. They could have purchased a substitute, but none of the Irish in the poorer area of the city could afford to do that. Their protests included lynching blacks, performing other atrocities against blacks, and even burning down the Colored Orphan Asylum. After the Assault on Battery Wagner a few newspapers pointed out the black men who had fought so gallantly for their country deserved more respect than white men who had fought against it.

Today, unfortunately, the area where Battery Wagner stood in 1863 has eroded away and is now underwater. The picture on the left isn’t very clear, but you can see the brown splotch where the fort stood, and the blue lines indicate where the Union soldiers lined up for the assault. The white area represents the land that is now covered by ocean, and the yellow is what remains above water. The bodies of Colonel Shaw and his men have long been carried out to sea by the many Atlantic hurricanes that have blown through the area. Though the actual graves of those brave soldiers no longer are able to be seen, the effect that this first black regiment had on the war, and the rest of the country, can be seen in history from 1863 on. Perhaps they didn’t win the battle, but they did help to win the war. Black men would be allowed into the army to help fill the ranks and allow the Union to continue waging war.

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One Year!

I’m sure that you guys are tired of reading my blog posts were I go on and on about Jay. If that’s the case then I won’t be offended if you wish to skip today’s post. Today’s post is going to be all about Jay and me gushing over him. If you decide to continue reading it might be a good idea to have a bucket close at hand just in case you need to puke. 😉

Once upon a time, in a city by the lake, there lived a prince. This prince wasn’t into playing sports or hanging out at the local club. He dated a few of the young maidens in the city, but none of them really held his attention. They were either too materialistic, or else they were unable to hold intelligent conversations. The Prince started to believe that perhaps they were wrong when they claimed that there was somebody out there for every person. If so, then where was she??

 

 

Across town a young lady sat in her library, sighing as she stroked the gray cat who was fast asleep on her lap. Yet again she’d had to deal with hearing from others, who felt that they had the right to give her advice, that she needed to find a husband because she wasn’t young anymore. She had almost given up and decided that perhaps living out her life surrounded by books and her cats wasn’t such a bad thing. However, a cat couldn’t converse with her or laugh at her jokes.

Tired of sitting around, the young lady decided to see what was happening, and perhaps drown some of her sorrows in a glass of wine. She decided that it might be wiser if she went across town so that she wouldn’t have to run into anybody whom she knew. The last thing she needed was a rumor about how she was an old maid with a drinking problem! Walking into the unfamiliar pub, though, she was afraid that she had chosen the wrong one. It was almost filled to capacity. In fact, there appeared to only be one stool left in the whole place, and that was at the bar. Usually she would have preferred a table, but beggars can’t be choosers.

Stepping up to the bar she asked, “Excuse me, is this seat taken?” Suddenly the most beautiful pair of blue eyes was looking at her, and with a slight smile he said, “Apparently it is now.” Sitting down she wondered if he was going to talk to her again, or if he would just ignore her. One never could tell. She didn’t have long to wait before he was asking her, “Do you mind if I buy you a drink?”

They sat there talking and laughing for hours. They discussed his hobby of star gazing and her hobby of reading. She described her cats’ personalities and told entertaining stories. He regaled her with stories of the more entertaining times he spent in the military. All too soon the pub was closing down and they had to leave. As they stood outside they decided that they needed to get together again, as soon as possible.

 

 

 

They spent every free weekend together. She learned about his various hobbies and interests while he took a liking to her cats. He let her babble on and on about the latest book she had read. She began to learn about the stars and the planets. Being around him always made her smile. He looked forward to her company and missed her presence when she wasn’t around. They were falling in love.

 

It’s strange. If you’ve been in many relationships it can seem like you bounce from one person to another. Yet, when you find that special person who just ‘gets’ you, it’s like you can’t get enough of them. You don’t let their little quirks get to you. You love them as much for their failings as for their successes. It doesn’t mean you won’t ever fight, but if you do there’s a much better chance that you’ll be able to forgive each other and move closer together. Being together means feeding off of each others strengths and letting them help you when your weaknesses prove too much. You need to know that they will be there for you, just to hold you, when the weight of the world crashes down and you need a good cry. Never settle for ‘good enough’. You need to make sure that it’s more of a ‘Good God yes!’ kind of relationship.

Jay – Thank you for a wonderful year. It has been the best one of my life and I look forward to spending many more with you. I love you. :-****

 

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My Combat Foamie :-)

When Jay and I were at SEFF we were really excited about the combat portion of the event. After watching combat on Thursday and Friday we had a grand vision of seeing these combat foamies at our air show.

It was a giant swarm of bees, constantly churning, and only falling out of the sky after the battery finally died. lol. Even if they did make contact there was very little, if any, damage. Jay and I were excited about getting the other guys in the club to do combat with us. We bought one of the foamie kits and assembled it a few weeks ago. As I watched it fly for the first time I knew what paint scheme I wanted to put on it.

Was it something fierce? Perhaps terrifying? Maybe strength personified in a piece of foam? Nope, it was something much… stickier… than that…

A watermelon!!! lol I know what you’re thinking, and Jay asked me the same question, “Why a watermelon?? Where did that come from?” I have absolutely no idea. I saw the shape of the plane and it just reminded me of a watermelon. Maybe it’s because I’m a little ‘fruity’… a little bit of an odd duck. lol Either way, I’m quite impressed with my paint job because I am not an artist. I can’t even draw stick figures. :-{

 

 

 

This is the underside, the ‘rind’. Part of what convinced me about the watermelon paint scheme is that you have to have enough of a contrast between the top and bottom of the plane that you will be able to tell which side is which when it’s high in the air. After all, you don’t want to think that it’s right side up, so you pull back on the elevator stick to go up, but instead you end up diving straight into the ground because you were actually inverted. The pink and green contrast perfectly. Jay test flew it and he said that it looks great.

 

 

I’m so very pleased with myself. This plane turned out almost perfect! Look at this shot… If you cut off a part of it you would almost think that it really was a real watermelon.

 

 

 

So once I can fly by myself, this plane is all mine! The guys at the field even liked it and I look forward to them teasing me about it. 🙂

I already have another combat foamie paint design in the works…

 

 

This is the stash of combat foamies that Jay has assembled. We have a couple of the other guys interested in them, so we’re hoping that they will want to buy one so that we can put on a good combat show in August.

 

 

While I was having fun painting my foamie, Jay was being very productive. He’s sold three of these foam EDF F16 jets in the last week. He enjoys putting them together and has worked out the kinks so he knows exactly where he needs to strengthen them to make them perform really great. He’s been so busy building them for other guys that he hasn’t even had a chance to build one for himself! I think that his is in line next, though.

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