Week 4 Weight Loss: Gained 1 pound

Total Weight Loss: 5 pounds

*sigh* I know, I know… I’m not doing very well at this whole weight loss thing. Yet again my biggest problem is motivation. That hot guy standing there in the picture with me should be motivation enough, but he’s usually more of a motivation for me to sit and cuddle with him.

I know that it’s an excuse, but by the time I get home from work I don’t feel like doing anything. I’ve mentioned before that I hate exercising just for the sake of doing it. So I haven’t been exercising like I should. Once the weather improves and actually warms up then I will be more active, but in the winter all that I want to do is hibernate.

The fact that I hate my job doesn’t help. It just depresses me. And I’ve become frustrated with the choir at church, so when I get home from practice I eat emotionally. In fact, I’m sure that part of my issue this week was the fact that I indulged in two calorie-laden sandwiches because I was craving the carbs. Then I had a giant drink at dinner on Saturday, not to mention that I threw all thoughts of weight loss out the window when I ordered the wings. The bad part is that I gave blood on Monday so technically I had a pound of bodily fluids removed from me… and I still gained a pound. *sigh*

Please, can’t somebody find a way to motivate me??